At the moment I feel at a loss. I am at a point in my life where everything feels insecure. My time as an university student is about to end. I realized that I don’t love my job, nor have I loved the ones I had before. A feeling in my heart tells me it is time to start a life with Mr. Perfect as couple and eventually as family, but there are issues which hinder us from living together. Above all I’m going to turn 30 this July. Isn’t this a date when I should have both feet planted firmly on the ground?
The first thoughts about my future profession came up last year and culminated in this blog: 7 things for 7 days. I so much wanted to start a blog that offers value for its readers, for you out there, that I forgot to think about myself. My voice and real interests got lost on the way, and so finally I stopped writing.
The truth is: I still love this blog and the idea behind it. But I also know that my approach so far does not work for me, and eventually for you. A blogger that feels under pressure isn’t a good blogger. Writing needs to come from the heart.
My heart might be filled with unease, but I do burn for a healthy, happy life in harmony with our planet. Every day I try to shape my life a bit more in a direction that will make me and future generations proud. Sustainability is the keyword. And above all: happiness.
I’ve got several ideas where the 7 things could come in, but I’ll see to that later. Until then I’ll start with small steps and make myself really at home here. Only if I feel at home, this can be a place where I can invite you to feel cozy and inspired as well. Let’s take this journey together, ‘kay?
Have you ever been in a situation when your future felt like a big black hole? What did you do not to fall into despair? I really could need some advice ♥